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Digital Download of Awakening and Opening Your Heart: by Ed Rube

Awakening and Opening Your Heart: 6 CD Gift Box

Awakening and Opening Your Heart: 6 CD Gift Box

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Awakening and Opening Your Heart: A Journey to Becoming Who You Truly Are is an enjoyable, educational and inspiring 7 hour audio-book in fiction form that teaches usable life lessons based on the greatest gem available to us in human existence, our heart It is our non-physical heart which is directly linked to the Creator, the Source of Love and Light. The spark of love and light, our spirit or true self, is in the core of our heart. Heart is the center of peace, love, joy and happiness. It is the key to mental and emotional health and the key to true spiritual growth.

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Smiling Lotus will donate 23% of book sale to Heart Sanctuary a 501(c)3 non-profit.

Our heart provides us with an inner knowing we can rely on for clarity and insights that cannot be experienced by our brains.

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Two days later dad had a heart attack in our driveway. I ran over to him, began CPR and felt him take his last breath. His body went limp as I was kneeling there holding his lifeless shoulders. His face was gray. His eyes were staring at me blankly. He was gone.

A short time after, I began having the same dream over and over again. It seemed so real. In the dream, I was standing at the entrance to our living room and my dad was sitting on the couch. He was dead but he didn't even know it and no one would tell him. It was my responsibility but I was so scared that every time I was about to tell him, I woke up in a cold sweat.

My father was still alive inside of me, it seemed. I could hear his voice in my head telling me that I was not good enough. Believing this, it felt as if his voice had become part of my voice. I was extremely confused. One part of me wished that he had never died. Another part of me felt relieved that this man who put me down so frequently, would never be able to do that again. Oh, I felt terribly guilty and ashamed for having a part of me that was glad he was dead.

I was trying not to think about my father's death, so I spent my time hanging out with friends. We were caught up in our own world of partying. I was so confused but I dared not tell anyone what I was going through. I never talked about the dreams or my feelings - my sadness that he was dead, my relief and even happiness that this man I had so greatly feared was out of my life forever. The few tears I shed were tears of confusion. The whole awful scene and my role in the drama, left me in an internal state of shock.

I was constantly worrying about what others thought of me, but I didn't like myself, my feelings, or what I saw when looking in the mirror. No one was aware of it because I played a great game and knew how to act cool. Hurting and confused on the inside, not knowing who I really was, or what life was about, I just wanted to be liked.


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